Relationships can affect me even when I don’t interact with the people in question for a long time. It brings me to consider rash and sometimes dangerous decisions. These echoes of person resonate brightly in my mind; it’s as if I’m in the bottom of a well, and they’re unaware that I’m waiting for them to pull me out.
I’ve recently started working in Ableton Live. It’s foreign to me. I’m not sure how long it will be before anything comes of it. It’s exciting to journey through a new creative outlet. Similarly, I’ve been writing a lot and allowing myself to move through this new landscape of intangible space: a land of Ivy and Crystal. Being in this space is refreshing and adventurous. Though I’m in this new place, old songs continue to come around; two, in particular, are Judee Sill’s “Lopin’ Along Thru the Cosmos” and Matchbox 20’s “Rest Stop”. I love these songs; they seemingly sit under my hands so naturally. They’ve been a part of my artillery; their meanings and melodies continually refresh my heart.
I’m excited to be in this season; I’m looking forward to the future.
